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有一天,蜗牛看见一个正在旋转的陀螺。

陀螺旋转了好久好久都不愿停下来。

这让蜗牛很纳闷。于是,蜗牛便问陀螺:“陀螺呀,你为什么旋转?”

听到蜗牛的提问,陀螺没有停下来,一面旋转一面回答说:“我快乐的时候会旋转。”

陀螺的回答让蜗牛觉得很新奇,因为蜗牛从来没有听说过旋转也是一种表达快乐的方式,于是便紧接着问:“所以你现在非常快乐咯?”

陀螺依旧没有停止旋转,回答蜗牛说:“不是的。”

这回,蜗牛被陀螺搞糊涂了,听得一头雾水:“你不是说你快乐的时候就会旋转吗?既然你现在不快乐,那你又是为了什么而旋转呢?”

陀螺依旧旋转着,回答说:“蜗牛啊,我现在旋转,是因为不想让人看清我不快乐的样子。我旋转,是为了让人看不清我,就像你感到不安时会躲到壳里一样。”

 

 

why must you do this?

Dear flower,
why must you do this to me?
why must you do to this extent?

What have i wronged you?
Ask your conscience and you will find nothing to accuse me.
Ask your conscience, is this fair to me?
Why do you persecute me?
Why do you stab me?
All that i do is for your good.
I intentionally avoided all the Thursday class since one year ago so that i can accompany you to the garden of God, but of course, i won’t tell you that my free Thursday nights is not a coincidence.
When i offered to do the lessons that you missed on public holiday, it was because that was the only time that i was left with.
You didn’t want to do those lessons on public holiday and was angry.
But, did you realize what i offered you?
That’s your public holiday, and also mine,
the only day that i have for myself, i offered it to you,
and yet you threw it on the floor and spat on it.

I don’t understand why.
Who blinded your eyes?
Who shut your ears?
Who hardened your heart?
Didn’t you realize these are the work of the beast?

Listen to your conscience, your conscience will be your scourge.
You will have no peace unless you seek forgiveness from the one whom you have stabbed.
This is not a curse, but a reminder.

Nonetheless, i regretted nothing.
The time that i spent, i regret not.
Nothing is a waste.

The father led you to me and i gladly accepted the task to bring you home to our father’s palace.
Now that you have chosen the other path, there’s nothing more that i can do for you.
You have chosen to listen to the prince of darkness.
Remember, dear flower, salvation is a free gift, given to all.
But, God has given us free will.
We are free to choose whether to accept the gift or salvation or not.

I stand clear in front of God.
My conscience is clear.
I have done all that i can for you and i have never harmed you.
Now that i can no longer do anything to you,
I return to you to the one who sent you to me.
He loves you and He knows you better.
Let Him continue to call your name.
Go back to Him if you have ears.
Respond to the Love that calls your name.

 

 

庸人自扰

有一堆想不明白的事

不愿去想,越是去想,记忆越清晰

何必如此折腾自己

想不明白,那么便没有必要在我的记忆力占个空间

别想了

世间最折磨人的便是抹不去的记忆

 

所幸,近日事物无比繁忙,也无暇这般自寻烦恼

如此忙碌,是幸或不幸

如此这般,怎么觉得有点可悲

 

 

悄无声息

如此悄无声息是礼乎?

如此这般

如此这般…

何???何???何???

 

 

此篇未写已知终

终将删

终将删

 

to love You with all my strength

To truly love you with all my heart, with all my mind and all my soul requires me to use all my strength to fight against the beast…… so that i can be entirely Yours

Papa, i cried out with a loud voice so that you may hear me and come to my rescue.

I cried out to You and You heard me
I can see Your hand
I can see the help that You have sent

It’s so hard, Papa
Your flower, Your beloved flower…
I don’t know what to do with Your flower

Now i know what does it mean to love You with all my strength
I use all my strength to love You
to make Your will as my will
and Your will is tough
It is tough but i can’t give up
I can’t quit
for Your will is the perfect goodness
which i can’t resist

Now i know why love requires strength
so much strength
till the last drop of my energy
To truly love you with all my heart, with all my mind and all my soul requires me to use all my strength to fight against the beast so that i can be entirely Yours

逃跑

想要睡觉,想看电视剧
醒着的时候头脑太活跃,感受到的事物太多
如果睡着就不需要感觉这些,不用想,不用感觉
如果沉溺于电视剧的情节,便没空去注意自己在感觉什么

逃跑

 

家教

今天来了一个非常彬彬有礼的小男孩来参加我们的研究。一问之下发现居然是老校长的外孙!!!老校长是我最敬爱的校长,而我居然在异乡见到老校长的外孙,兴奋得久久无法自已!

话说从一开始,这小男孩就吸引到我的注意力了。他跟其他同龄孩子不同,异常客气且彬彬有礼。来参加研究的同龄小孩中,他是唯一一个那么客气又彬彬有礼的。

前阵子通电话时,我问了好几个问题,包括他所要的记不起腕带颜色大小和预约日期和时间。由于之前有些小孩都突然驾到,于是我开始定规矩。要来之前必须提前两个工作日预约。结果这个小弟弟呢,只跟我预约了时间,忘了告诉我他要什么颜色和大小的腕带。没想到的是,他居然非常客气的来向我道歉,说不好意思,自己太 blur,居然忘了告诉我。我看了那电邮然后笑了。从来没有一个小孩会连那么小的事都道歉。而且,在电邮中还很小心翼翼的说他不清楚这样子是不是算是有提前两个工作日。哈哈哈,第一次遇到那么认真对待我所定的规矩的小孩。

其实,我之所以定这个规矩,只是担心他们若不提前预约,我很可能不在,那么他们便会白跑一趟。因为硕士论文的关系,我常常会跑回主校区。用公共交通的话,两地距离45分钟,我是没有办法冲回来的。

后来跟他定了下午 5 点见面。4点50分左右接到他的电话,一开口又是道歉,说因为父亲的车子出了问题,他会迟到 10 分钟左右。哇,他还真的是第一个会提前通知我说他会迟到的小孩。大部分的时候,那些迟到的人根本不会打电话知会一声。

跟这个小孩接触的过程中,我的脑海里闪出两个字:家教。啊,家教真好啊。

虽然来参加研究的小孩大部分都蛮可爱,可是,那么彬彬有礼的,真的是第一个。结果,这一个居然是老校长的外孙!哇!

其实,因为我们会把他们编组,所以我通常都问他们从何得知此研究。若有朋友也在此研究中,那么我们会尽可能安排他们在不同的组里。我真没想到会问出我的校长来。哈哈哈~

我看我刚才真的是兴奋过度了,完全无法自已!

 

my Lord and my God, my King, I gaze at Your portrait of Divine Mercy and wonder if You find it hard to love that flower too?

I know the answer and I know what You want of me. You want me to love without getting tired of loving.

It is in this intense pain that I feel so close to You, so close to Your heart, Your heart that loves without getting tired.

This cross burdens me and the thorns cut through my flesh. This pain is like a mirror that allows me to see my inadequacy, it shows me that i am far from Your likeness. Oh, how i wish to be like You!

St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle!

 

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