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有一天,蜗牛看见一个正在旋转的陀螺。

陀螺旋转了好久好久都不愿停下来。

这让蜗牛很纳闷。于是,蜗牛便问陀螺:“陀螺呀,你为什么旋转?”

听到蜗牛的提问,陀螺没有停下来,一面旋转一面回答说:“我快乐的时候会旋转。”

陀螺的回答让蜗牛觉得很新奇,因为蜗牛从来没有听说过旋转也是一种表达快乐的方式,于是便紧接着问:“所以你现在非常快乐咯?”

陀螺依旧没有停止旋转,回答蜗牛说:“不是的。”

这回,蜗牛被陀螺搞糊涂了,听得一头雾水:“你不是说你快乐的时候就会旋转吗?既然你现在不快乐,那你又是为了什么而旋转呢?”

陀螺依旧旋转着,回答说:“蜗牛啊,我现在旋转,是因为不想让人看清我不快乐的样子。我旋转,是为了让人看不清我,就像你感到不安时会躲到壳里一样。”

 

 

Hate and curse

Papa,

It is so hard to do Your will.

I don’t know why must Your flower do all those nasty things to me.

The devil wants me to hate and curse.

But, Papa, I don’t want to hate and curse.

It is so hard to resist hatred.

Help me, so that i will always be obedient to Your will,

let me be a reflection of Your love,

haiz, Papa, help me!

A poem by Robert Frost: ‘Out, Out—’
And they, since they were not the one dead, turned to their affairs.

The buzz saw snarled and rattled in the yard

And made dust and dropped stove-length sticks of wood,

Sweet-scented stuff when the breeze drew across it.

And from there those that lifted eyes could count

Five mountain ranges one behind the other

Under the sunset far into Vermont.

And the saw snarled and rattled, snarled and rattled,

As it ran light, or had to bear a load.

And nothing happened: day was all but done.

Call it a day, I wish they might have said

To please the boy by giving him the half hour

That a boy counts so much when saved from work.

His sister stood beside him in her apron

To tell them ‘Supper.’ At the word, the saw,

As if to prove saws knew what supper meant,

Leaped out at the boy’s hand, or seemed to leap—

He must have given the hand. However it was,

Neither refused the meeting. But the hand!

The boy’s first outcry was a rueful laugh,

As he swung toward them holding up the hand

Half in appeal, but half as if to keep

The life from spilling. Then the boy saw all—

Since he was old enough to know, big boy

Doing a man’s work, though a child at heart—

He saw all spoiled. ‘Don’t let him cut my hand off—

The doctor, when he comes. Don’t let him, sister!’

So. But the hand was gone already.

The doctor put him in the dark of ether.

He lay and puffed his lips out with his breath.

And then—the watcher at his pulse took fright.

No one believed. They listened at his heart.

Little—less—nothing!—and that ended it.

No more to build on there. And they, since they

Were not the one dead, turned to their affairs.

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and this poem keeps popping out in my mind…

why must you do this?

Dear flower,
why must you do this to me?
why must you do to this extent?

What have i wronged you?
Ask your conscience and you will find nothing to accuse me.
Ask your conscience, is this fair to me?
Why do you persecute me?
Why do you stab me?
All that i do is for your good.
I intentionally avoided all the Thursday class since one year ago so that i can accompany you to the garden of God, but of course, i won’t tell you that my free Thursday nights is not a coincidence.
When i offered to do the lessons that you missed on public holiday, it was because that was the only time that i was left with.
You didn’t want to do those lessons on public holiday and was angry.
But, did you realize what i offered you?
That’s your public holiday, and also mine,
the only day that i have for myself, i offered it to you,
and yet you threw it on the floor and spat on it.

I don’t understand why.
Who blinded your eyes?
Who shut your ears?
Who hardened your heart?
Didn’t you realize these are the work of the beast?

Listen to your conscience, your conscience will be your scourge.
You will have no peace unless you seek forgiveness from the one whom you have stabbed.
This is not a curse, but a reminder.

Nonetheless, i regretted nothing.
The time that i spent, i regret not.
Nothing is a waste.

The father led you to me and i gladly accepted the task to bring you home to our father’s palace.
Now that you have chosen the other path, there’s nothing more that i can do for you.
You have chosen to listen to the prince of darkness.
Remember, dear flower, salvation is a free gift, given to all.
But, God has given us free will.
We are free to choose whether to accept the gift or salvation or not.

I stand clear in front of God.
My conscience is clear.
I have done all that i can for you and i have never harmed you.
Now that i can no longer do anything to you,
I return to you to the one who sent you to me.
He loves you and He knows you better.
Let Him continue to call your name.
Go back to Him if you have ears.
Respond to the Love that calls your name.

 

 

庸人自扰

有一堆想不明白的事

不愿去想,越是去想,记忆越清晰

何必如此折腾自己

想不明白,那么便没有必要在我的记忆力占个空间

别想了

世间最折磨人的便是抹不去的记忆

 

所幸,近日事物无比繁忙,也无暇这般自寻烦恼

如此忙碌,是幸或不幸

如此这般,怎么觉得有点可悲

 

 

悄无声息

如此悄无声息是礼乎?

如此这般

如此这般…

何???何???何???

 

 

此篇未写已知终

终将删

终将删

 

To truly love you with all my heart, with all my mind and all my soul requires me to use all my strength to fight against the beast…… so that i can be entirely Yours

Papa, i cried out with a loud voice so that you may hear me and come to my rescue.

I cried out to You and You heard me
I can see Your hand
I can see the help that You have sent

It’s so hard, Papa
Your flower, Your beloved flower…
I don’t know what to do with Your flower

Now i know what does it mean to love You with all my strength
I use all my strength to love You
to make Your will as my will
and Your will is tough
It is tough but i can’t give up
I can’t quit
for Your will is the perfect goodness
which i can’t resist

Now i know why love requires strength
so much strength
till the last drop of my energy
To truly love you with all my heart, with all my mind and all my soul requires me to use all my strength to fight against the beast so that i can be entirely Yours

逃跑

想要睡觉,想看电视剧
醒着的时候头脑太活跃,感受到的事物太多
如果睡着就不需要感觉这些,不用想,不用感觉
如果沉溺于电视剧的情节,便没空去注意自己在感觉什么

逃跑

 

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