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弦外之音

我明明想着你
但却跟他们聊着那巍峨的高山

我明明想着你
但却跟他们聊着那皎洁的月

他们都没发现那都只是弦外之音
我说的其实是你
我好想你

我在说的是我的迷茫
我在说的是我的彷徨
我在说的是我的恐惧
我在说的是我的不安
我在说的是我的…

我说了好多好多
但我其实很想哭
但我其实在哭

내가 널 사랑하는 것
그건 바람이 아니야

불 붙은 옥수수밭처럼
내 마음을 흔들며 지나가는 것
그건 바람이 아니야

내가 입 속에 혀처럼 가두고
끝내 하지 않은 말
그건 바람이 아니야

내 몸 속에 들어 있는 혼
가볍긴 해도 그건 바람이 아니야

unbearable

Yes, i am afraid, i am fearful, very fearful…

i am so afraid that i don’t even want to write this down…

i am afraid that i might regret one day…

no…

i am quite certain about it…

it’s better to have no memory about it at all…

what is this…

what fear

why

i am tired

 

i am afraid to be alone

i am afraid to be free

those thoughts

those fear

those helplessness

where is the end

 

i may re-read this and laugh at it

laughing at the fear of a fool

 

oh but this is so unbearable

 

can i save one from the pitiless wave

 

with my fading light

you are the moon

so bright and so round

 

i am the star

one of the stars

twinkling far behind

with my fading light

and their soul is hidden
and their crying is the same as their laughter, 

Try to remember some details.
Remember the clothing of the one you love
so that on the day of loss you’ll be able to say:
last seen wearing such-and-such, brown jacket, white hat.

Try to remember some details.
For they have no face
and their soul is hidden
and their crying is the same as their laughter,
and their silence and their shouting rise to one height
and their body temperature is between 98 and 104 degrees
and they have no life outside this narrow space
and they have no graven image, no likeness, no memory
and they have paper cups on the day of their rejoicing
and paper cups that are used once only.

Try to remember some details.
For the world is filled with people who were torn from their sleep
with no one to mend the tear,
and unlike wild beasts
they live each in his lonely hiding place
and they die together on battlefields
and in hospitals.
And the earth will swallow all of them,
good and evil together, like the followers of Korah,
all of them in thir rebellion against death,
their mouths open till the last moment,
praising and cursing in a single howl.
Try, try to remember some details.

– Yehuda Amichai

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