Matthew 10:16 – So be as wise as a serpent but harmless like a dove.
Papa, yesterday was an unpleasant day. I was having some issues with one of the departments. The person that was dealing with us was very rude and… I was very pissed off and i was ready to fight… i wanted to reply her in a merciless way… But, this popped out in my mind: be cunning as a serpent, but be harmless as a dove……..
I actually wanted to ignore that voice and proceed with the angry and mean reply that i intended to write. But, for some reasons, i wasn’t able to ignore that voice. I realized that It was Your voice. Papa, that was You, am i right?
For one second i was angry that You stopped me. But, after i pulled myself together again, i felt so much love. Yes, You stopped me because You love me. You love me so much that You even speak to me. Papa, thank you for Your love, thank you for loving me even when i was trying to disobey You, when i was trying to ignore You, when i don’t look like You at all. Papa, thank you for allowing me to hear Your voice. Who can ever reject that voice.
I did not write the mean reply and i thank You for this, Papa. By Your grace, I have preserved my image as Your child by not writing the angry reply.
I want to be like You, Papa. I want to be always loving and merciful. You are love and as a child of Yours, i will be that image of love. I know that i am just an unworthy clump of dust. But, Your love have given me the dignity, the dignity of being Your child. Let whoever comes to me find Your face in me. For i am Your child, and so let me be whatever that is in You. You are love, and so i will carry this love, for i am Your child.