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所以说

这是个充满问题的世界,每个人类每天都面对无数的问题。大家处理自己的问题都够烦了,没有多少人真的有精力去关心别人所遇到的问题。

在你忙着处理令你心烦的那些问题时,你周围那看似生活顺遂的朋友或家人其实也有一堆需要自己面对的问题。

可是,作为人类,我们往往都只注意到自己所遇到的问题,觉得自己是最苦的。就这样,大部分的人类都不会注意到身旁备受困扰的另一个人类。

其实这个世界挺可怕的,一不小心就会死掉了。

所以说,如果你遇上一个真心关心你的烦恼的人,请珍惜那人吧。
所以说,如果你在抱怨身边的人不关心你,请停止抱怨吧,那人应该也很累的。

 

p/s 1: 请原谅我的胡言乱语…
p/s 2: 不要无视乱语,乱语中总有真言…
p/s 3: 对不起,又乱语了…

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Matthew 10:16 – So be as wise as a serpent but harmless like a dove.

Papa, yesterday was an unpleasant day. I was having some issues with one of the departments. The person that was dealing with us was very rude and… I was very pissed off and i was ready to fight… i wanted to reply her in a merciless way… But, this popped out in my mind: be cunning as a serpent, but be harmless as a dove……..

I actually wanted to ignore that voice and proceed with the angry and mean reply that i intended to write. But, for some reasons, i wasn’t able to ignore that voice. I realized that It was Your voice. Papa, that was You, am i right?

For one second i was angry that You stopped me. But, after i pulled myself together again, i felt so much love.  Yes, You stopped me because You love me. You love me so much that You even speak to me. Papa, thank you for Your love, thank you for loving me even when i was trying to disobey You, when i was trying to ignore You, when i don’t look like You at all. Papa, thank you for allowing me to hear Your voice. Who can ever reject that voice.

I did not write the mean reply and i thank You for this, Papa. By Your grace, I have preserved my image as Your child by not writing the angry reply.

I want to be like You, Papa. I want to be always loving and merciful. You are love and as a child of Yours, i will be that image of love. I know that i am just an unworthy clump of dust. But, Your love have given me the dignity, the dignity of being Your child. Let whoever comes to me find Your face in me. For i am Your child, and so let me be whatever that is in You. You are love, and so i will carry this love, for i am Your child.

 

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Papa,

Your flower who stabbed me half a year ago and left your garden… i think she wants to come back, Papa…

i think my wound has healed, Papa, i no longer hate her, not even angry with her anymore…

But, Papa, that bridge between Your flower and I has broken. I no longer know how to go near her although i am no longer angry or hurt…

I still remember what i said to You many months ago:

If Your flower doesn’t know what is love and mercy, then… let me show her by my action… let me teach her what is forgiveness… Like an elder sister, i will show her the love and mercy that you have lavished on us… I will show her what Your son has showed us… I will show her what does it mean to be Your daughter… I will let her know that she is capable of doing this too… for she is Your daughter too…

But, Papa, i no longer how to go near her… I will stand here… If she smiles at me, i will smile at her… If she wants to come, i won’t run away… but i can’t walk anymore, she has to walk… She has to build the bridge this time… I will be harmless as a dove…

 

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又回到新加坡了

心情很…
家何时成了我的度假之地?
那叫家的地方,我一年里却住不到一个月

这种感觉很复杂…
也不能说是悲伤,因为我也蛮喜欢新加坡的
这里算是我的第二个家
或者说是一种无奈吧

好吧,其实我也不是很清楚自己要表达的是什么
其实我的重点不是要哀叹漂泊游子心,而是长大的一种无奈感

长大了,好多事情看得更清楚了,也好多事情越看越模糊

每一次回家,我总要翻翻旧相簿,怀念那些逝去的时光
照片中年幼的自己笑得如此灿烂
在我们年幼的时候,快乐曾经是如此纯净
长大后,即使在快乐的时候,也总在思虑着快乐不可能长久,因此快乐被这些担忧所玷污了
可那又有什么办法
这些年,时间教会了我一件事
快乐是一种有始有终的情绪,而任何事情一旦开始,便开始进入倒计,离终点越来越近

这些年,岁月就像是一面镜子,镜子的清晰度和时间成正比
这面镜子让我把自己看得越来越清楚
好多不足啊
真的平凡得不能再平凡
没什么能拿得出手的东西

长大后,恐惧的事越来越多
对,不是害怕,是恐惧
意识这种东西是很可怕的
可是时光这种惨无人道的东西就是很喜欢帮人意识很多东西
意识到这世上的一切都必须由自己去承担
对,自己
光阴对我说:你要自己走这条路

这世上有好多我想抓住的东西
可我又能抓得住什么
什么属于我
什么不属于我
或许什么都不属于我

漂泊

长大真的是一件很累的事

 

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被月光亮醒

如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻
为此,我在神前求了五百年

神于是把我化作一轮明月
挂在你窗外的夜空上

深夜里
和煦的照在你的脸上

 

星期日刚回到新加坡
每每从家乡回到这城市后总要一个人沉淀一下
我爱这个城市,但也爱我的家乡
嗯,下次说吧,那不是本篇重点…
梳洗完后,我休息一阵就昏睡过去了…

好多个小时以后(凌晨 6 点左右),我突然感觉到有光照射在我脸上
我是个对光非常敏感的人,一点光就醒
其实也不是只有我而已啦,所有人类都如此啦。
接着,被亮醒的我开始去找光源…

直接望出窗外,看到一个很明亮的东西…
那么亮,感觉像是路灯…
可是,路灯有那么高吗?我这里可是 9 楼也…

结果,我站起身走向窗口
啊… 居然是月亮…
那把我照醒的是月光啊,还把我的床都照得好亮…

有一种好神奇的感觉…
以前念着 “明月何皎皎,照我罗床帏” 总觉得好夸张…
哪有那么亮的月光…
看来是我孤陋寡闻,井底之蛙…

被月光照射的感觉很神奇
像是一个宝宝被妈妈守着那样
有一种难以言喻的幸福

月光,如此和煦
不像太阳光般把人照得睁不开眼
也不像室内灯,沉睡中突然被亮醒会想发脾气

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